MC or HL?

attending study group, but my mind wasn't with everyone & books, too
what I gonna to shout out 
MY DREAMS JUST FALL LIKE RAIN. SAD!
WHY?
it's related to my work
i really don't care who is reading my blog or what?
how i wish i wanna to take .... one month MC or HL(Hospitalize Leave)
"work" supposed to be HAPPY
everyone must work together in a team & be happy with our work everyday
but, I'm not and some of them, toooooooooooo
SO, NOONE DARES TO SHOUT OUT!!! WHAT TO DOOOOOOOOOO
just suffering from the job & unsatisfied with the workflows
*SIGN*

God, I believe that you always with me give me some spirits, pls!