monday blue!

Monday is coming. need to work.
that's all i can say.
monday blue.
i hope i can get over it.
thanks , friends!

....my mind...

its weekend. without work. then went for cycling and jogging.
tired.
my mind still thinking of my assignmnet
i haven't finish my A3 assignment
give me time ba!

i need motivation & support
aisk
headache & i hope tonight i can have a good rest
bye world!

i am not okie. dun worries.
everythings will be alright said charles

would be any happy ending for me!

I'm bck from my neverland

Don't think. Don't think. Don't think.
I try so hard not to let it bother me.
But I can't. So I'll just leave it as it is.
If this is what it's meant to be, then i have no choice.
Regret is a part of me.
So I can carry it off my shoulder.
And lift it for the rest of my life.

I dont want to choose anymore.
Because no matter what decision i've made.
there would not be any happy ending.
i totally hate this.
i regret
i want to thanks to my parents, my friends especially Andrea & Charles.
i hope this will get over it asap!

Good night!

the night I can't sleep.

I just woke up from my dreams
thanks for charles's morning call
recently , I am not okie
now waiting for a call from AIO!
I hope this can get over faster
If not, my mood still going on .....
>_<
the night I can't sleep

time at Annalakshmi =0

time at Annalakshmi.

Delicious foods and Meaningful Conversations
Haha. Yesterdae night(20.6.09) had our song to sang, had our funny stories to laugh, somehow comes out wif rude words
I will remember the day we had together =)
see.... we had our indian's foods for our dinner
full until vomit !!

our table number --21--

andrea with her Crazy emotion

Charles with his serious talks!

Our strawberry lassi(s) and waters.
3 thumbs up.
I love it!

Photo session 1!
Take 1
Charles's half face GONE!

Finally...
BFF =)

more worst!
who is the camera person?

andrea & charles

Charles and Canniebao!

Andrea and Canniebao

in a conclusion , what we had discussed last night
what we had said last night.
put a BIG FULL STOP there =)

meaningful conversations & dinner

Good morning, Good Afternoon, Good Evening =)
I just woke up from my dream
Just brush my teeth and done with my shower
nothing to do, instead I'm very hungry right now
no foods at home anyway, start my diet ba!
Happy Father's Day !

lets me share with you
where we went yesterday afternoon ..
I went to find andrea and then at the night with charles and andrea went to dinner at Chinatown
very happy -last night--

she wanted to buy this new spec but very expensive

next, we by bus to Orchard Road , Center Point for our window shopping
Cheers =)

after the tiring walks. we found at seats at starbuck coffee
I start to do my assignment
&

andrea is busying her sms-ing-
and she feels very tired wa!

to be continue ...

JUST ONLY ONE --YOU

Why are the most of the easy and simple things in life so difficult? =(
why do I feel the way I do now?

I love the friends I have and I finally have the chance to belong somewhere.
Really be part of a real group and doing something full time.
But I miss so many of the simple things.
Sometimes I don't know what's running through my head.
there's so much I wanna do, so much I wanna say.
someone I wanna say it all to. is anybody out there? anybody listen to me? :(

that's right... all I think about these days is myself.
I admit, it's selfish, it's loser. but you know what?
while there are a number of people who I know will never dissapoint me...
I know I'll never let myself down.

I'm playing it safe. aren't we?
but maybe i'll wake up to a better day.
So I close my eyes once again, and travel slowly back to my hiding place.
HEART HURT & PAINFUL >_< LISTEN TO ME....
I MISS YOU, BUT..... THE END OF THE STORY

Time to Sleep =)

just back from my work and my school
well, today actually no bad la
still had my lunch and I keep my dinner
I'm going to sleep, peer.. =)

Good night (8.30pm)

I will know somebody will askin' me why aa, why sleep so early?
lets me share wif u and tell u the coorect answer
: tommorrow dr.waikit and his assistance bao wif deals wif 59 patients in 8 hours time
so, need to sleep now and full of energy for tommorrow.
GOT IT, ALL OF YOU?

sweet dream & I hope that I will have dream as well

HURT!

keep simple and sweet

Feeling

--hurt-- & --pain--

Body

--knee pain and leg too--

Today

--went to JB , not enjoy at all--
--upset--
--jealous--

I will upload some photos by tommorrow
nitez and bye !

wait for me ....

Bao, why u walk so slow...
what happened sia??

pls see my knee, my leg
dunno why I'm the girl who always fall down
no ideas , might be I am a careless girl
I fall down from my bike
very painful, super painful , and pain , sakit aa... >.<
I dunno tommorrow how to walk fast fast to JB and Singapore Custom sia
wait me , guys! =)
And I think I cannot go for joining one week
I hope that can recover soon & soon
I want my jogging life
give me back , pls!

SEE!!
I am crying becoz of this

I hope that can recover fast fast
if not , i need to wear pants whole week during my work
>.<

...SATURDAY & SUNDAY...

weekend? weekend? saturday? sunday?

yupe, today is not my working day
afternoon hang up with Ben Ben went to Suntec City
now Having PC fair in Suntec City so after our lunch chicken wings
we by mrt to there
one --> very croweded >.<
two --> old friends found today (i met 4 of them) =)
three --> enjoy with ben ben

yerterday I just hand up my CR&R assignment
GOD BLESS ME =) GOD BLESS ME!!
now, still have one more assignment to go!!!
3.7.09 need to pass up (ALL THE BEST , CANNIEBAO)
REALLY NEED MOTIVATION
& thanks Charles helps me a lot (Appreciated)

tommorrow sunday --> Malaysia , JB ...
I AM COMING =)

GOOD NIGHT ALL OF YOU!

I miss you, dear

hope everythings is dedicate to you
i miss you , dear
>.<
I ALWAYS REMEMBER OUR THOSE MEMORIES
hope will be the days again & again

time for assignment
nite & take care =)

...Call...

-- i need a vocation --
but school (term 2) gonna to start soon
getting more assignments nid to do

HELP ME , HELP ME ! HELP ME ?
ANYONE ?!?!
PLEASE CALL ...

The 2nd night hike we had together =)

thanks for the night hike's leader Charles and all my BMCD1 0817A's (ex)classmates
we had fun and laugh at the night until morning
time: 11pm to 11am
vunue: from Clemeti to Thomos Road
aim: waiting for the sunrise and part of class gathering

I enjoyed well , I had fun with all of them
although I haven't finish my assignment(s)
but I try to "release" myself , take a deep breath and enjoy the forest's life
walk under the darkness sky, with MOON and STARS
my mind was "DOWN"(40/100) coz ...
I was thinking of my assignment(s) , how to do , how to aim for the highest marks...etc
and I was missing of "someone"
anyway, .... I enjoyed it and --TIRED--

TIME FOR SHARING THOSE NIGHT HIKE PHOTOS!

nice shoot for the 1st photo
by Bus 154 alighting at "somewhere" else
I really dunno where is the place
sounds "ding dong" then all of us alight!
Photo was taken inside the bus
HI, EVERYONE
--very excited to see my BMCD1 0817A's Classmates--

Take 2
--I MISS YOU ALL DEEPLY--

before our night hike, we went for our late supper and early breakfast which is Mc'd

photo can shows that everyone is in the picture was very excited coz night hike gonna to start soon after done with our meal

--half way--
GROUP PHOTO WAS TAKEN BY CHARLES'S BROTHER
thanks!

GOING TO SLEEP SOON
DREAMING & REST!

after the rest and woke up
you can see how spirit I am? =)
Good Morning Everyone

currently, I will be busy to deal with my assignments
and keep in touch =)

Bye and Night!

LIFE IN SINGAPORE...

RECOVERED, BINGO!

CAN EAT KFC, PIZZA, FAST FOODS..ETC
THANKS FOR EVERYONE CONCERN AS WELL

I away from my blog 2 days
you know why?
why? why? why?
Cause friday 5.6.09(yesterday) is one of my assignment due date
need to do submittion , so a bit busy for double checking this and that
grammar error , sentences , use part tense , present tense or etc...

like that lol

NOW IT IS THE TIME TO LETS ME BLOG (THANKS)
this few days nothing special at all
I did enjoying my life especially ... EATING!
That is why I putting on weight as well
(AISK) I think i need to see a detician soon and soon
I can't control myself , might be my working area need to do more movement part -- run here and there, walk everytime , standing ..etc
that's why I will suffer MORE from hungry

SCHOOL PART
which I did mention before , this year is my FINAL YEAR
happily =) Cheers
then, I have 4 school terms to go
I hope that I can PASS & CREDIT every single assignment(S) as well
coz, I really burn mid night oil and complete my assignment
one thing, I really put a lot of effort (SERIOUS)
bwt, I earning my money I pay for my school fees

Thats why its different than others

Money is not easy to earn , but need to save and pay
Day for working , night for Studies and deals with Assignment
EVERYTIME WHEN I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT I FEEL SO STRESS
I afraid my assignment did it wrongly , badly ..etc
Thats why I tell myself I still young need improving and I did lots of double checking my assignment then submit thru the Assign IT!

Briefly , telling you and do sharing with you all above what I was written down thru my blog here
is MY SINGAPORE's LIFE ... (NOT KIDDING) -- stress n tired but Cannie is Challenging Now!

-- PRACTISE MAKE MORE PERFECT--
-- CHOOSE MY LIFE AND I BELIEVE THAT MY FUTURE WILL BE THE BEST--
WISH YOU ALL HAVE A SUNNY SUNDAY AHEAD
chEErS =)

MC Days...

The 1st day of jun, the 2nd day of jun
I was in MC DAYS
oh my god, I loss my weight as well
after the steamboat dinner with my buddies
I need to take MC for 3 days including the 4th day of jun
Having fever, diarrhea, sore throat, flu ...etc
I hope that is not H1N1 as well
these few days I was dealing with my medication
go, going, went and gone to ladies MANY TIMES
I really cant take it anymore >.<
toilet papers gonna to finish soon
I tot that , finished my meddy I can go bck to my workplace
and drink more water then can recover FAST FAST
somemore IT IS NOT!
I miss my dearest colleagues like H**L
I will be working on tommorrow(5.6.09)
I don't want take MC anymore
I don't want lying on my bed
I don't want to continue my porridge for my meals
I don't want to loss weight
I don't want to take temparature all the time
I don't want , I don't want...

Past few days I deal with these medication
I HATE IT!!!
Dear all my friends, do take care & remember drink more water as well
=)

MC from Doctor on Call & with the official receipt the white color is 3M surgical mask
DO REMEMBER & don't forget
when u are sick please put on ur mask cause don't let the disease to spread it out to everyone

The Medical Certificate need to pass it up to HR dept
and the offcial receipt need to claim my money back

I need to start my assignment(s)
cause tommorrow need to submit one assignment for Dr.Max and
next week friday need to submit one assignment for Dr.Stan Wood
Hope I can do it fast and nicely then I can enjoy my days of JUNE!

Do take care all of you

and thanks for u all the warmest regards!
wish u all have a pleasant JUNE DAYS Ahead!

Cheers , everyone =)