is me..

I am a crazy girl

=)

so sorry

after cried, I'll become stronger than you

sorry. at the end I give up

I AM LAN GIAO BAO

=)

listen to this song.

here I go today
drinking HL milk & listening to my i-touch's song.

Name : 洋葱

Singer : 楊宗緯

偷偷的看著你

偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意

一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现

你会讶异

你是我

最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意

一层一层一层的剥开我的心...

p/s: what am I feeling & thinking now.

this song is suitable for me for the day.

I miss you, boy :)

Reference: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAf9zKF3b6I

Sunday.

sunday, wake up very early and blogging
guys, I hope that is not me
THERE IS A BIG FULL STOP IN MY MIND
please don't ask me what is going to happen, who is he..etc?
so sorry that i din tell u guys about that
and story cannot to be continue
thank you for all my dearest friends with me
although u all dunno what is happening
you guys guide me to d good direction way
I don't have any plan for today
I think I will go out & relax myself ba
anyway, sms me. thanks.

I understand & I got your meaning. :)
I hope I misunderstanding from the beginning till now.
thank you.

today.

its over.
I understand.
thank you for come into my life.
no matter how far we are. just only u and me.

have a good Sunday ahead. =)

I miss him, but he don't miss me.

i miss him, but he don't miss me.
-- how u know he don't miss you?
-- maybe he hide his feeling then you don't know?
-- might be he don't know who you are missing?
-- might be he miss you, din lets you know.
-- or else, he is busying his assignment like you. So, he don't want to tell you.
...etc.

Thank Buddies.
I hope I GET WELL SOON.
i miss him.

Happy 21st Birthday.

Its simple & sweet

I'm 21 *finally*

Thanks everyone =)

song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GPa4l7-FfQ

please click on it & listen this song
enjoy listening

p/s: hope its not happen on you.

buddies outing in KL

Photo was taking during nov

which is my birthday month and days

Day out with my sec school's classmate.

I'd great one

from ur left side, bitbit , me & baby hinyee =)

 

steamboat night.

eat till need to STAND UP.

Imagine how FUNNY we are

with tong2 , hinyee & tiing sing

Thanks =) 

once HE reads this. HE knows. is YOU.

from
miss
him
I miss you
to
I give up you
is the same person
but
he
don't
know
who I refering to
anyway, hard-working dear.
Smile =)
relax ba.
jia you for our assignments.

emo-ing-

end of nov. welcome december
2009 is going to end soon welcome 2010.
21st years old. yes I am.

life must go on. i miss him but he don't know
anyway, if he knows what to do.
still is the same moments
nothing different from the beginning
anyway, thanks everyone taking care of me.
dun worry, be happy
I am happy bao always
finish my emo-ing-
time to do my assignment.

Hari Raya Haji.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my muslim's friends

it raning outside. feel very tired & knee was painful.
no exercise for this few days.
anyway, time to stay at home have a good rest. & my mind is ON & thinking of him
Suddenly , I wanted to drink bubble tea.
anyone buy for me?

thanks & have a good weekend ahead.

write a full stop there

You & Me is Impossible.
FULL STOP.
... but I miss you...
I wanted to write a full stop there but i'm not dare
I guess i'm fine.

hope its over.

OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU. because of you.
I can't sleep for few night.
wake up early in the morning eyes very swollen *like Mashi Maro's eyes.*
zila tells me that BAO, YOU SPELT BUT YOUR EYES LIKE YOU SLEEP BEFORE CRYING.
I answered "NO".
from my heart : I am not dare to cry it out.

I hope you are listening what am I saying now
its all from my heart.

Tong is giving suggestion -- please go to the main points ba.!
but I said....I afraid of that.
Tong:" lets try & work on it"
Thanks Tong.
I feel more comfortable after talking to you.

I fall down, because I didn't concentrate of my every single steps
AND, I was thinking of you.
AS YOU DON'T KNOW ONLY.
take care dear :)

Happy studying & assignment is gonna to submit soon.

dedicated to you & I feel disappointed.

its disappointed with u , coz u didnt reply my message.
might be u are busying for your work, so.. Thats why.
anyway,
I need to write a full stop for you.

Happy studying , boy.

Assignment(s) GONE!

SAD :( why?

after format my laptop
ALL DOC's ARE GONE
REDO ALL MY ASSIGNMENT(S)
WHAT THE HELL?

anyway, I need to burn my mid-night oil for this few days.
Help me :(

you have no idea how painful am i in the past.

I was doing my assignment just now
suddenly i'm thinking of him
we 1 years & 10 months broke up already

just now I saw and read into my heart all those messages , msn what he sent it to me before we break up
all those reasons WHY? I understand

you are the one who makes my life stronger
lets me share with you ;)
and sorry I'm being late to answer you

(1) I'm not a childish girl anymore
(2) I'm not a girl who has REN XING
(3) Now, I didn't over protetcted by my family
(4) Thank you for the pass few month you taking care and love me
(5) Because of you, I "MAKE" myself stronger
(6) Thank you for being very honest to me
(7) I'm learning my own money right now
(8) I believe that my future is wonderful
(9) For the special events, I will celebrate alone
(10) Don't worry me, I guess I'm fine
(11) Please promise me, must take good care of your GF

I tried crying myself sleep last night . but it does not work at all.
My mind was basically thinking of the past about me &; him.
Everything about him. & my tears just start to roll down.
The things we done. It becomes Pass Tense :(

I broke down real hard this time round.
I swear .
I cant stop myself from tearing . I think i really love-d you.

Some asked me to hold you back if i really love you but i wont.
I dont like one-sided love.
If we are really meant together. We will be together.
Thank you, Hery
I will keep all those as memories but i`ll delete them .
and I dont want to hear sorry. It total useless to me now.

Birthday Wishes To.....

Dear Bunny;

Happy Birthday To You

sorry, I don't know how old are you.

anyway, u always 21 years old

Warmest Regards,

your pok_choi, gay_guy, jun_gie...etc

(Canniebao)

Lost but Couldn't found it :(

OFFCIALLY

MY Singapore Number WAS LOST IT SOMEWHERE ELSE BUT NOT IN SINGAPORE :(

DON'T CONTACT ME

IF URGENT;

PLEASE SEND ME AN E.MAIL

I WILL TRY MY BEST REPLY YOU ASAP

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE

Have a nice day

I'm back from my holidays

Well. I'm back :(
one word can describes my feeling "sad"
sad -- I'm back from Holidays
Happy -- 13 of nov I away for Holidays
but start my work, my school assignments again. *again*

nyaik sai

anyway, thank my friends wished me 'HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY'

thank you =) and for the presents too.

Finally, I can watch R21 movies.

erm, haven't reach 21 , I watch already.

Sorry Dad & Mum *v Vit*

IT OVER BETWEEN US

IT OVER BETWEEN US (:

I guess i`m fine.

 

IT ALREADY 1 1/2 YEARS AGO

 

I still missing you.

Shows how I feel now :(

OFFCIALLY MISSING YOU

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain’t no way

And today

I’m officially missing you

[Chorus]

Oh can’t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I’m officially

All I do is lay around

Two ears full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don’t even know you at all

I don’t know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it’s safe to say baby safe to say

That I’m officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that’s something I just can’t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can’t find a way

To let go of you

It official

You know that I’m missing you

Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops

And I’m officially missing you

I frigging love this song right now.

And this song really shows how i feel now.

Happy 21st Birthday to my Baby Hin Yee

Dear My Baby Hin Yee =)

TODAY (11.11)

IS MY BABY HIN YEE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY

*HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU*

MAY YOU DREAM COME TRUE

STAY HEALTHY & PRETTY ALWAYS

My Baby Hin Yee's photo ;)

(still Single)

Baby, you are the one who always supporting me

when I happy, you always the one who call me to stay at the time, don't let the time pass

when I sad, you always the one who lends your shoulder to me

when I stress, you always the one who calls me go to sleep early and stop my homework too

when I cry, you are the one who listening my "mad" crying sounds

...etc Friendship forever.

THANK YOU; BABY. AND I APPRECIATED :)

I will see you on nov of 13. and I will give u a Big & wonderful surprise for you.

Especially for you ONLY =0

Regards,

your Bet_nie

miss 2007 days

Dears, Thank You. I'm fine today

if we are together, our anniversary and ... our happy days
i miss the dayss (: i miss you.
hope u are happy with your gf now.
thank you.

......thank you for everyone

I'm waiting for next week coming =)
my drink drunk drank night
hope my heart don't be so SMALL
LIKE THE BIGGEST MOUTH GIRL LIKE THAT
HEART MUST BE THE BIGGEST ALSO...

Thank you for everyone concern.

November =)

Its november, my special month.
anyway, I woke up already
ready to go for my Holidays SOON
and time for Silly bevy team's reunion
meet my leader's sukli on 13 morning and tzy yng too
13 evening meet my baby hin yee =)
great time is coming , next fridayyyyy
FINALLY!! feel exhasuted =)

well, 21st birthday celebration
I didnt expect so much, just plan for going to Malaysia and enjoy Malaysia's foods ba
will meeting ah tong & tiing sing for dinner on 14.11 night
amazing and I'm waiting for the day coming
anyway, I hope I rmb can take tone of photos and upload here

Happy Birthday To Me.

its my 21st years old birthday

freedom year =) *wink*

Happy Birthday to Baby HinYee

Happy Birthday to Bunny *sonali*

Happy Birthday to My Brother-in-Law *boonfoo*

Happy Birthday to My Cousin -- Jason

Happy Birthday to Dr.Tan

Happy Birthday to All the NOVEMBER BABIES =)