after with a silent goodbye.

Greeting from terminal one
Gonna miss him deeply
I’m not so sure what I should be looking for
But I know that the good sign is in my face
Hope its not late to tell you this
I need an answer
In your eye I see my wonderful life
I can’t be without you
Is it the true? I am not the only one in your life
I doubt u have another
I hope this dream never come true in my mind
In your arm I feel right in my heart
That is the feeling I ain’t left before
You can run
But u cannot never hide
From the shadow that creeping up beside you
That it take a minutes on our precious time
Always for you
still is the same
Take a time, to think about it
If you are the same way, please do let’s me know
Cause there is nothing worst than being in love alone
Tell me, tell me, telll meeeeee
If you just can’t tell it the truth
Just silence
& dead silence for me...
Cash, passport, credit cards, camera and phone is ready
let’s go :(
take care, my sugar.


after with this silent goodbye
I'm here
Hello from Sandakan
People in Singapore, definetely jealous me
Cause I'm having my life in Sabah @ Sandakan
Everyday eats, Sleeps, Plays, drives in and out
But I become baby sitter
I need to look after my niece & nephew
Photos  are all the way
Will upload asap
People, Hold on everything
will be back to SG start my stress life over there
HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI :)

here.

I'm dead :(

2 more days to go....

my journey begins

16/2/2010

Morning Everyone

Just woke up
and I'm ready go for house visiting later
Going to Vincent & Wendy's house
What make me so excited?
It's LION DANCE :)
I LOVE TO WATCH LION DANCE
YOU KNOW WHY? YOU KNOW WHAT?
LION DANCE MAKE ME THINK OF WHEN I WAS YOUNG!!!
During CNY, my parents always bring me out to watch LION DANCE
This memories always in my mind :) , LION DANCE!
So, waiting for louis come and pick me up
Thanks Louis
Finally, I can stepping out from my house
for last 2 days stayed at home was so boring :(

Today, 16th of Feb
Happy Birthday Quan Loong
Enjoy your day in Tawau :)

expression on

What I want to blog tonight?

I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY
this year Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day is on the same day
so, I just celebrate Chinese New Year ONLY
no VALENTINE'S DAY in my mind Sorry :) 
anyway, I wish every couple have a great Valentine's day with their loves one

This year Chinese New Year nothing special

because I'm in Singapore & not celebrate with my parents

so, of cause everything will be different.

May year of the Tiger bring you lucks & properity

& Uncle Chai Sheng may brings you luck strike Toto, 4D too

HOME SWEET HOME., soon
& gonna miss him deeply

5 more days to gooooooooooo

will away from Lion City for 2 weeks time

Something sweet for all the Dragon Babies ONLY

Good night, everyone.

is in Chinese New Year mood :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE

all wording are "ang ang"

that calls New Year!

& I love RED

Canniebao is in Chinese New Year mood already

listen to Chinese New Year's songs

ready for her new clothing

her 5 pair of new shoes

her handbags

everything.........

 Hereby, wishing all of u especially you -– the one who reading this

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

& Enjoy your days

A GOOD YEAR'S AHEAD AND MAY THE YEAR OF TIGER BRINGS YOU PROPERITY & LUCKS

Happy Birthday, Daniel

What is the next? tell me :)
HOME SWEET HOME, SOON
6 DAYS TO GOOOOOOOOO

Was celebrated daniel's birthday last night

here we go...

eiiiii, I was drunk & Kelvin, too

Hahahahaha

Our dinner & supper

@ Kelvin, we are in the same track

and we are formed a group called "your buddies"

just only for Joey, Jason, Waynie, Daniel, Mandy, Kelvin, Kien & ME!!!

anyway, we had fun & great night

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DANIEL

7 days to goooo

7 days to go will away from this merlion

I gonna miss him deeply

Take care my dearest boy >.<

Real life story :)

This is my lastest photo was taken today (11.2.2010), 7:59pm

Am I look OLD?

Story Begins : ....

I went downstair to buy drink

The uncle asked me this SILLY + FUNNY question

The conversation used in Mandarin

Hey Xiao Jie in english calls (MISS)
Last time I saw you bring your 3 kids to playground every evening.
Is it CNY coming soon so a bit busy so didnt bring your kids to playground

GUESS?
What I answer to the uncle.

YYEESS Uncle, CNY is coming.
So, very busy & needs to prepare new clothes for the kids, house cleaning.
So, no time to bring them out!!!

Uncle can replied me,

YOU'RE STILL YOUNG, CAN GIVE MORE BABIES!!!
in Mandarin = nian qing ren, ni hai nian qing ke yi sheng duo ji ge.

I almost Faith
This is my first time heard this kind of story in my real life time.
full of jokes & memories

Thanks :)

SURPRISED!!!

Thanks for Mandy  & Wayne

I love it

and its my style

I'll wear it during CNY.

show time :p

hide & seek.

After all these trials and tribulations
you slowly realise its not important to know what love really is...
but to embrace the essence of what holds you together till the end.

Love is so hard to understand but it makes us climb the highest mountains and swim the deepest oceans
and at times drive us to our knees.
Yet, without love, the world would have been a very different place.

9 days to go...

i miss this little girl :)

will be seeing her in 9 days times.

my beloved niece, yuen yuen.

read into your heart.

you must know who loves you and who doesn't
you must know what is right
or what is wrong
eveything else without those position that may only serve to confuse
and some of us are insist of living under the shadows and that is for a simple place to be in,

In to be having a colouful dreamland
I think most colourful are beautiful but they didnt have to worry about colour composition, did they?
all this will be very difficult to see & find it out

we love our dichotomies for we don't have to think about anything.

gonna miss him deeply >.<

he loves you, he loves you not.

reports, fever..& get well soon

was fighting with my school reports
was burning mid night with my brother
cause we are gonna back to hometown soon
to celebrate once a year Chinese New Year with dad, mum, sisters, brothers -in- law, nephew and niece
goh goh was doing his own job
I were doing my reports
ton of works is waiting for me
HELP! needs help *seriously*
brother will going back this coming Friday
but he haven't pack his stuff yet
but for goh goh, is easier than me
so, will be alone for the first three days of Chinese New Year
anyway, 11 days to go will be at home soon

almost finishing BUT haven't fully recover *&^%#@^

this few day no appetite because is still having seasonal fever

not only fever, besides... cough, flu, sore throat all of them is killing me NOW!!

antibiotic also cannot kill my pain

doctor given some pain killer to me totally -- NO USED !!!

is still the same track

GET WELL SOON cause got lot of mandarin orange waiting for me :)

12 days to goooo :)

according to Cindy (friend from Sandakan), she saw my parents in Tai Chung Supermarket buying some Chinese New Year's stuff & boxes of mandarin orange :)
how I wish I at hometown now helping out my parents to sweep the floor, wash the gate door, clean the sofa, cars washing...etc
I can imagine daddy is washing the gate door now :) pay attention my house gate door not easy to wash lor
and
mummy will sweep the floor and mop as well,
kakka will helping my mummy clean the fridge and wash the kitchen.
& mummy still need to take care of her flowers, sunflower, hibicus orchid..etc
somemore needs to decorate the house. Usually, 1st & 2nd day open house to all my dad & mum's friend to our house pay house visiting. anyway,
what comes to my mind is LION DANCE

12 days tooo gooooo
dad & mum wait for me
sisters & brothers in law
brother
& my sweetie niece & nephew, too
See you all...
don't forget my....
grandma
uncles, aunties
and cousin(s)

dedicate to year'06 S3B's classmates

something special which i want to upload now

SEE!!!

do you have someone special in you mind?

time flies :) was taken 2006 and now is 2010
4 years back
everyone had changed to different hair style
become fat or slim
become tallest or shortest
2010 this year, some of them including me
we are gonna to finish our degree within this year
hurray, lets celebrate.. huhooo
all the best to all my high school classmate 
you all always in my mind
and lets have a gathering during Chinese New Year
Deals?
take care

CNY'10 is around the cornea

hey friends, thanks for your concern
your message & email, too
i'm on the way full recovering
still having a bit fever, cough & sore throat
my bad headache run away from me already
that is a good sign for today :)

well, next week is CNY lor.. :D
seems never prepare anything yet
clothes haven't buy yet
house haven't decorate yet
...etc
i think need to go later hunt for some CNY clothes
aisk
needs to done by tonight what I think

enjoy your day, peers.

GONG XI FAI CHAI

...illness :(

mr.high fever can you please run away from me
my body fell heated like having BBQ now
bad headache till i don't who am I
my vision very blur
having a sexy voice
very tired although i'd good rest dis afternoon
anyway,
i'm going to sleep soon
pain is killin' me now
feel gonna to die soon
CHOI!!!
friends, anything just sms me or drop a call for me
thanks & won't be reply you asap.

have a good sunny sunday ahead
night peers :)

seems so far away

having a glass of water
feels better than last night
nightmare unlce never came to look for me
mean I'd a good sleep :)
might be i'm having fever, throat so pain even talk also got problem
hope dose of medicine can kill my problems
but i don't believe that can kill me easily
because of  i'm strong anyway
this is the causes of
I'd received the news yesterday morning
my mind is keep thinking of the senario when I read into my heart

its always there , always there.. always

when you are gone

no any chances to hold my hand

heart beating so fast

tears rooling down

what should I do for you?

am I in the regret mood?

what i'm done with it

just a simple words

but I couldn't reach you in part of my life

can brings me back to my memory lane with you

I wish I can carry your smile all along the blessing journey

and the slam of your door brings me back to world
DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARD FOR THAT

take care :)

trying to pull myself together to say that there's gonna be another time to reconvene

just a simple word.

dedicated to the person,

With the same secrets, we lie in absolute silence
for there is peace before desire and the power of expressing feelings in the worst control for myself
In love and fatigue we seek to be calmed each other
that the spaces between the darkness sky are nothing to bedevil about it.

When those secrets burst and the void sets in
between our hearts we turn a page and see those words again.
Insufficient like a drama love as they always were
those words remain beautiful for they are all that we have.
can we hang on to that moments

dose of medicine.

dealing with 78 patients in this morning, it was damn tired & moody
well, TODAY IS NOT MY DAY
once i saw that, i was staring my phone
tears was rolling down in front of my colleagues
don't ask me what was happened?
but I guess I'm fine with it

Lunch Time @ 11:30am
with beegie & geraddyn went to square two had our lunch
was complaining this morning clinic & work stuff was very annoying
just ignored ba, cannot do anything, also
Thanks for liyana covered me this afternoon
I went to walk in clinic to see doctor
temperature checking was damn high
1st time was 37.8'c 2nd time was 38.1'c
is having fever, very bad headache, sore throat, coughing
oh my goodnesss, I really cannot stand it
totally tell myself. GIVE UP!!!
but, mind was thinking of another stuff
this long journey just need to deals with my medicine & water
I HATE IT!!!
off-ed- early go home & rest
thanks for everyone, hope I get well as soon as possible                                                                         

Can I avoid that?

but I love benzydamine for sore throat :)

i hate this kind of lifestyle

water, medicine with me

must get well soon before CNY

Dears all, pardon me

i din reply you guys's msg

thanks for being concern

i will take care of myself

& Nelson, happy birthday in advance

i can't attend your birthday party tommorrow

and don't worry you will see me drunk again another occasion

have fun, Nelson :)

*you so bad, you want to see my drunk is it?*

Wayne, HEYYYYY :)

how are you over there?

my news was spreading so FAST sia

i will take care of myself

don't worry

i just woke up from my dreamland

I'M FINE!!

just a small issue , right?

when you & mandy coming back?

Thanks

bit bit, end-ed- up the story

is exactly the same what I written from my blog

thanks for cheering me up :)

promised myself, no facebook tonight

going to sleep soon cause tmr still need to work

GET WELL SOON, BAO :)

after the nightmare(day 1)

was suffering from insomnia this few nights & never even had a good sleep
whats wrong with me
last night i had a nightmare
terrible & i got the answer alrd
i hope the dream is not true
and ... when I woke up, just realize my eyes was crying when I in my dreamland
can u all imagine how terrible/sad for my nightmare
but i still think that im worrying something which is damn crazy
im a very geng chong person
but take it slowly
i hope i din make any single mistake
and when is card can reach on your hand
please do tell me

come back from work, done with household works such like a mother
yes, honestly tell you, i'm kind of mother type & homely person
when i come to Singapore everything had changed
needs to adapt a new environment for myself
needs to be more independence than last time i was in highschool
was remember during diploma course, after class quickly go home/library for my study, chiong-ing- for assignments & presentation...
NOW? no more this kind of lifestyle I miss that 0_0

so nowadays, is concentrating on works, works assignments, school reports, train for marathon, eat healthy everyday, pay my phone bills, insurance bills, house rental fees, PUB bills, school fees, ...all is killing me now ><
but good to be that why, i can be reponsible for everything & parents no need to think of my financial problem. I take care of myself, send money back home, folks is going to retire soon. now is the time to lets his/her son & daugthers take care of them. :)
dad & mum, I love you
17 days to go will be home with you :) CHEERS!

i'm done with it, hopes he like it.

without sleeping, working on reports, school assignments ...etc
but I still remember you birthday is coming
erm. what should I share this to all of you
I think i better keep into my life
last night I was fighting with some scissors, water glue, papers, cards, cut, paste, design, create,words, bleesing, wishes, love...etc
all about design & creative
I honestly tell myself why I want to do this for you
am I still thinking of him
remind me of someone
or just a wishes
cause u are not a party person
if you are, its fine with me
i sent the card
will be reaching your letter box soon
if u like it, please do lets me know
you love my card & I love you, baby
or whatever...
if u dislike it, just says thanks cannie
you had put lots of effort
i'm fine with it
anyway, I'm done with it, hopes he like it
AMEN
--END--


once I send the letter
i little bit scare
don't know scared of what
just a card only, Cannie
so, this letter words appealing in my mind anytime
but i was keep thinking of it
and i bet tonight i will have a nightmare
don't worry & I'll adapt easily
hope everything will be fine
thanks friends for being concern to me
i'm fine
don't worry
i am not 3 yrs old kid
i know what i should do & shouldn't
taking sleeping pills tonight
tears is rolling down
tells myself i'm tired & i need a rest
good night everyone
& especially to you, too

I hope i can receive a good news from you

20 days to gooo :)

20 days to goooo

once a year going back to my hometown

this time round, I'm alone *again* never bring someone special back to hometown

Well,can see my beloved parents, grandma, sisters, brothers, nephew, niece, aunties, uncles, high school classmates, NS-mates, especially my buddies who are waiting for me to coming back

Thanks everyone.

Officially announcement

20th of Feb Night.

Time   :10pm

Venue: VT7, My House (no need to mention where is my house cause they knew it)

gonna to be a Rummy Night for all my kakis friends

See You Buddies.

Happy Chinese New Year in advance :)

I miss my house's chairs, tables, sofa, the set of Rummy

and Money ...etc too.

February babies, Happy Birthday :)

1.2.2010 Monday -- Mid night
Doing assignments (SIEN)
Please run away from me, Can?
Tommorrow still have to work at 8am
How strong I am? Tell me...

Well, 1st comes to wish all those February babies
Happy Birthday :)

Your birthday only comes around once a year so let's make today a day to remember.

Today is a gift of life, today it's your bithday.

Lot's of people are thinking of you on your birthday; I just wanted to let you know I'm one of them. Have a wonderful day!

Wishing you another wonderful year of happiness and joy. Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to someone who deserves a truly happy day.

Hope you have the greatest Birthday ever!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BUDDY.

7244 Brother :)

My high school classmate -- ah fei.

Happy Birthday, see u drg CNY

(2.2.1988)

Renee, Happy Birthday

I still remember last year'09 your birthday

Hin Yee & I sent the birthday cake to your house :)

(2.2.1987)

sitting of 1st row on your right side

Girl who are wearing blue + black Polo T.shirt

Happy Birthday Nina :)

(2.2.1988)

Gueesss?

Who is she?

My deaerst colleague -- Nickname calls Lian Lian

Happy Birthday Jacelynn Ke Jun.

(3.2.1990)

Although we didn't manage celebrate together.

I'm here to wish all my best buddy. Happy Birthday & have fun :)

to be continues...