2am :)

NOW WHAT TIME? TELL ME
2am, I'm still awake.
I need to work tommorrow, need to wake up at 630am

actually, I'm emoing ba
listening worship songs & doing my reading
I believe that I need to update myself
because one person without knowledge it useless people.
agreed with me?

next year 2010 is not my YEAR
honestly tell you all
I am going to finish my Degree Soon
one step forward is
CANNIE CHAN NEED TO CONTRIBUTE SOCIETY SOON
what a days. time flies..
anyway, I'm 21 now.
Feel like 25 yrs old. eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
I don't want!!!

Dear friends,
Thanks for you all suporting me always
and when I was down, you all will encourage me
make my life becomes more powerful, wonderful & joyful :)
Thanks for Andrea, Charles, Licia, Josephine, Wayne, Tong, Yee Ting, Joey, Jason, Mandy, Kelvin...............
I LOVE YOU & GOD BLESSES.

good bye 2009 :)

Dears all,
I am here for everyone
finally, end of the year
2 days more, we can say GOOD BYE TO 2009 & WELCOMES 2010
well, this year I haven't come out with my wishlist 2010
anyway, will come out with it asap :)

Guys, I have a superb night with you all that day.
although no camera around. but we play till max & rocks
I LOVE THE NIGHT.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

im dead.

I'm dead
I need to redo & resubmit my advertising assignment on 18.12
means coming fridae
I din sleep well for last night
wake up 8am do my assignment till now
God, Bless Me :)
Im praying hard everything will be alright.

Random Photos

after five, is our happy our time :)

smile baby smile

Pose was created by Zila. our serious faces.

*FAILED*

Ladies time after our lunch

see the person from the back

ARE WE LOOK ALIKE?

ARE WE LOOK TWINS?

ARE WE?

haha :)

she should call me S-I-L

Josephine, and Canniebao

library's life

where are you?
start emoing in library
i am alone here
i miss you, my boy :)
I feel that life must go on , which is true
but am I stretching myself much?
after work, heading to library for my assignment & studies
I think I used to it
but....
where is my happiness?

tired.

very tired.
just back from library.
when is my assignment due date.
after this assignment , I believe I can enjoy my christmas
this year christmas nothing special
boyfriend-less- :(
friends are going to oversea & some of them are having exam drg that time
how sad it is.
I miss last year christmas day & new year
I was spend my time for my family members
eiiiiiii :(

I hope 18.12 is coming
finish my assignment I can restarting my emo

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year :)

brother, you read my mind *again*

can u imagine that now already 2.30am mid-night
I am still awake
and doing my advertising assignment & listening songs
well, my mind are totally gone
& my brain switched off already
but I am still doing it
why?

brother came to my room ask me this Question
when is your assignment due date?
-- 18.12.2009 --
Brother replied me in a very low speech voice
2 week later, please go and sleep girl , continues tommorrow.
and anything cannot be done in one day.
you no need to push yourself so hard
at the end what is your achievement & you putting in yourself in a very hard way
--thank you brother, good night --
I understand what brother means. I know! I got it!

I know brother is supporting me, & what he says it true.
Brother, you are the one who reads my mind.
anyway, good night everyone .
I hope I have a good rest for today & i need to wake up at 6am.

I am not very happy.

monday blue. which is true
I find my own way to cheers up myself
I did

well, after exam I should be a free person
I am not actually
I am still thinking of my work
still have million of works, assignments waiting for me to do it
please leads my way

I was crying for 5 hrs at outside without any other reasons
why? tell me why?
what happened to me?
am I still thinking of somebody?
I even dun have the answer yet.
stress & i very despressed.

please listen to this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pzh15r5_USQ
this song read my mind. seriously.

I hope I get well soon.

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2010, see u again.

Sunday -- 6.12.2009

I wake up around 4am, ready for 6.30am 21KM flag off
my mind was very geng zhiong
a little nervous & I scolded by my brother
coz, i keep make noise that I very nervous this & that
so, he do his best encouraged me & scolded as well 
"YOU HAVEN'T START THE RACE, MAKE SO MANY NOISE"
sorry brother =)
everything done, we left home around 4.45am
we cabbed down to padang
oh my god, zillon of runners, supporter & volunteers there already
anyway, for my brother he took part full marthon which is 42.195KM
all the best brother.

5.30am Brother went for the marathon
all the best brother =)

left me only -- alone sia --
I was emoing & start thinking of somebody at the padang there
but my mind was tough drg the time
I promised myself after I complete my race I must forget him
I must forget him
I must forget him

The DJ on the stage there was very hot & fun
Im enjoying d songs, rock songs man!
so, my emoing go away already
around 6.15am.
21KM runners please be prepare
Im standing far away from the starting line
estimated 1.5KM
*&#@#!
6.30am -- GO RUNNERS GO!!
GO GO GO
GO GO GO!!
DAMN HOT sia =)

I enjoyed my race,

Thank God, today weather was great

and I completed the race in 2hrs 27min 18sec

Thank you for my buddies come to support me

and thank for the DJ on the stage shouted my number when I cross the finishing line.

Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2010, see u again

next year I must call my friends to join this event
this year I run for myself & noone accompany with me
my mind was............ totally go crazy lol

New Phone & Thank you my Brother

I lost my Singapore number in KL when I was having holiday last month

anyway, my brother give me his permission & he decided to buy a new phone for me

actually, I am a Sony Ericsson's Fans but ... I want the lastest model in market
so, this is the lastest model in market -- NOKIA E72
looks good.. not bad, its not difficult to use =) 
sweet & simple

thank you my brother, u are the best & sweet always

u read my mind.

updated.

Saturday, I'm done with my 3rd paper.
one more to go
after monday 9pm I'll be free
anyway, today I din go anywhere
stay at home chiong-ing- for my last paper
my daddy said after monday 9pm, he give his permission to me, I can have fun & right now I must stop all those activities. thank daddy. =)

well, tommorrow 21KM half marathon flag off at 6.30am
i need to sleep early tonight
coz i have race for tommorrow
standard chattred marathon 2009 one day to gooooo
I have been training myself for the past 10 month
I hope tommorrow I can aim for my target timing 2 hrs finish my race
But Joseph tell me, is impossible wa.
anyway, i must show my proven to Jo.

ya, back to my topic ba
I fine kidda miss him deeply
but wad mr.wong & tania say was true
I need to stop & force myself dun think of him already 
anyway, boy jia you for ur assignment ba. =)

for my christmas & new year 2010 
I dun have any plan yet
*sad* )= 
I missed last year christmas & new year 
I was celebrating with my buddies at my hometown
how awesome was but came to the end we all freaking drunk
Haha =) awesome night

wish all of you have a wondeful weekend ahead

friday is coming =)

end of the year coming soon
well, 1 to goooooooooooo
after exam what to do?
what is my plan? -- NO --
I still have my advertising assignment need to work on it --ON--

coming sunday standard chartered marathon 2009
I participated in 21KM halF marathon
buddies are planing for coming saturday for cycling
I'm still thinking want to go or not.
I feel that, I want to stay at home do my study!
anyway, i dun think im going ba!
but they said they will cancall coz some of them not free yaaa

well, after monday. I will be free
and I need to pay my school fees.
my phone bill. my pub bill, do my household work..etc
im stress
im tired
im sad
but I believe that I can endure the pain
I cannot give easily & without reason
I am crying over the night
tears was dropping , but Im fine
I just concentrate my work, my studies, my family and my friends. =)

Guys, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2010

better years to goooo =)

Wednesday.

2 down 2 go, still have how many days.
studying ... but lappy is opening songs
keep repeating Super Girl Korea Version one
its good. but i dunno the meaning
anyway, back to study
CANNOT CONCENTRATE

well, coming sunday is SCM 2009
I participated in 21KM half Marathon
dunno how to RUN & catch some of the guys
I must aim for my target
when I crossing the ending point I must see 8 pucks guysss.
I will try my best finish 21KM in I hrs 50 mins.
I sure I can DO IT.... =)

hope everythings alright.

i cannot sleep i need to study
exam , assignments , reports is coming soon
i must burn mid night oil

and suddenly so many things happening
zila, don't worry I will help you do praying
uncle, u must get well soon.

beegie, I will always beside with you.
don't upset. anything lets me know.
I will always beside with you. SMILE =)

guys, u all must really take care of yourself.
i will be meet you guys after my exam.
miss.