after the nightmare(day 1)

was suffering from insomnia this few nights & never even had a good sleep
whats wrong with me
last night i had a nightmare
terrible & i got the answer alrd
i hope the dream is not true
and ... when I woke up, just realize my eyes was crying when I in my dreamland
can u all imagine how terrible/sad for my nightmare
but i still think that im worrying something which is damn crazy
im a very geng chong person
but take it slowly
i hope i din make any single mistake
and when is card can reach on your hand
please do tell me

come back from work, done with household works such like a mother
yes, honestly tell you, i'm kind of mother type & homely person
when i come to Singapore everything had changed
needs to adapt a new environment for myself
needs to be more independence than last time i was in highschool
was remember during diploma course, after class quickly go home/library for my study, chiong-ing- for assignments & presentation...
NOW? no more this kind of lifestyle I miss that 0_0

so nowadays, is concentrating on works, works assignments, school reports, train for marathon, eat healthy everyday, pay my phone bills, insurance bills, house rental fees, PUB bills, school fees, ...all is killing me now ><
but good to be that why, i can be reponsible for everything & parents no need to think of my financial problem. I take care of myself, send money back home, folks is going to retire soon. now is the time to lets his/her son & daugthers take care of them. :)
dad & mum, I love you
17 days to go will be home with you :) CHEERS!