i'm done with it, hopes he like it.

without sleeping, working on reports, school assignments ...etc
but I still remember you birthday is coming
erm. what should I share this to all of you
I think i better keep into my life
last night I was fighting with some scissors, water glue, papers, cards, cut, paste, design, create,words, bleesing, wishes, love...etc
all about design & creative
I honestly tell myself why I want to do this for you
am I still thinking of him
remind me of someone
or just a wishes
cause u are not a party person
if you are, its fine with me
i sent the card
will be reaching your letter box soon
if u like it, please do lets me know
you love my card & I love you, baby
or whatever...
if u dislike it, just says thanks cannie
you had put lots of effort
i'm fine with it
anyway, I'm done with it, hopes he like it
AMEN
--END--


once I send the letter
i little bit scare
don't know scared of what
just a card only, Cannie
so, this letter words appealing in my mind anytime
but i was keep thinking of it
and i bet tonight i will have a nightmare
don't worry & I'll adapt easily
hope everything will be fine
thanks friends for being concern to me
i'm fine
don't worry
i am not 3 yrs old kid
i know what i should do & shouldn't
taking sleeping pills tonight
tears is rolling down
tells myself i'm tired & i need a rest
good night everyone
& especially to you, too

I hope i can receive a good news from you