Sunday, January 31, 2010

I build the wall & you make it stronger, Can?

the end of the day
IT'S OVER
Yes it is.
a half day & night has passed
all the funs, laughs, jokes, ghost stories has been put down, proplerly kept in the storage room for me
all flight stats to bustle thier turbo engine to fly home for their busy passengers
all the smiling face has changed into a fake one to treat their clients at work


for me, I'm still here for you & everyone too
well, I'm trying to hold back my tears
trying to convince myself that is not offcially over yet
the another day will comes again & continues
secs, mins, hours has passed
to enjoy for my day with him & rest of them
that is i still got chance to sit beside him
at least for the couple of hours
I know its not enough for me & hope u too


For another talks
for another drinks
for another dinner
for another looks into your eyes moments
for another says good bye before I leave


erm, :(
I sitting on my desk staring at my laptop
my mind was thinking of him
there is ... I'm here for you now


im asleep but half awake
im awake but half awake
trying to pull myself together to say that there's gonna be another time to reconvene
when?
people, tell me when?
I hope everything will be alright
but I believe that ... TIME can proves everything


more time in the future
more time to spend together
more drinks we can share together
more jokes we can laugh together
more memories we can recall for us
more talks
more laughs
more funs
...
more hugs & kisses too
seems so far for me
feel killing myself.

and yet the static silent we had
brings me back to memory lane
where i once stood with you
in another day


for now, i'm ready to works & studies hard & very hard
because of you & your future.
and will say goodbye with a my sweet smiles :)
I wish I can carry your smile into my heart
& all the best for your future
I will around you always when you needed me
supports, motivates you...

Good night & Take care

2 comments:

Mandy said...

Touching :) but full of memories.
This postout make me to remind of Wayne. Cheers, baobao

Wayne said...

Chaw siew Bao, you are good emo writer, believe me. So, how was you did last night. Do not tell me that you cry whole night. And you even contact lens also cannot wear, damn jia lat. Please take care of yourself & eat ur meals.
Please don't thinking of him. I know its hurt. I trust you. Bao u can move forward without anyone.

Mandy, what memories you was thinking. I will call you later :)

all the best , bao.