I am not very happy.

monday blue. which is true
I find my own way to cheers up myself
I did

well, after exam I should be a free person
I am not actually
I am still thinking of my work
still have million of works, assignments waiting for me to do it
please leads my way

I was crying for 5 hrs at outside without any other reasons
why? tell me why?
what happened to me?
am I still thinking of somebody?
I even dun have the answer yet.
stress & i very despressed.

please listen to this song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pzh15r5_USQ
this song read my mind. seriously.

I hope I get well soon.