JUST ONLY ONE --YOU

Why are the most of the easy and simple things in life so difficult? =(
why do I feel the way I do now?

I love the friends I have and I finally have the chance to belong somewhere.
Really be part of a real group and doing something full time.
But I miss so many of the simple things.
Sometimes I don't know what's running through my head.
there's so much I wanna do, so much I wanna say.
someone I wanna say it all to. is anybody out there? anybody listen to me? :(

that's right... all I think about these days is myself.
I admit, it's selfish, it's loser. but you know what?
while there are a number of people who I know will never dissapoint me...
I know I'll never let myself down.

I'm playing it safe. aren't we?
but maybe i'll wake up to a better day.
So I close my eyes once again, and travel slowly back to my hiding place.
HEART HURT & PAINFUL >_< LISTEN TO ME....
I MISS YOU, BUT..... THE END OF THE STORY