effusion of.....

the sunlight pouring down on my face
hey you there, tell me?

the pain's not over
I failed I didn't to do this for you
mind is struggling me everyday
honestly tell you, I fall in luv wif you

it's over
a week has passed
text messages has gone
few word , few sentences till today the end
cause I'm not dare text you again
i still remember the last msg I texted you was
-- Dun forget 2 bring taiwan candies 4 me And sori 4 disturbing u. Enjoy--

train was stopping & passsing by at the "same" station everyday
when you said good bye to me and you leave me wif ur smiling face
i miz the night after our dinner
but i want to text you a morning msg
I failed

Once I free
I know you at somewhere like office , meeting your clients , waiting for mrt...etc
my mind was thinking of you and remembering what you had told me before
but I tell myself I must STOP this action
I failed

after work, passed by the causeway point building
I always looking at entrance for 2 & 3 seconds
during that moment, mind again thinking of you
your gentle smiling & our "hello" with hands wave
and now I decide text you a msg , i'm not dare to do it
I always looking at my phone waiting for your message
but unplanned you din
I failed

after a tiring day, imagine your tiring face
you are tired right now, you need to rest early and get up for a new day
passed few weeks I have texted & said gud night wif you after I'm going to my bed
but right now, I not dare to do it, I'm scared of ... disturbing you
I failed & I melted

Lying on my bed , I asleep but half awake
trying to pull myself together to say that there's gonna be another time to reconvene
when?
more . . . . . . .
for now, im ready to pack my suitcase
and say goodbye with a undescribable smile =|

simple thing I did that....
you still remember I thru texting and ask for your "SURENAME"
after a few second , you replied me and told me that your "SURENAME"
start I wanna to be Mrs.XXX
this is my 1st step , I had S-U-C-C-E-S-S-E-D
2nd step... 3rd step... more and more step
I'm not dare to ask, to speak even I text you too
one SUCCESS, and with FEW FAILURE(S)


Once I whisper to you & that is come from my heart
--I miss you--
all you want to do is close youe eyes and hear what I telling you now
I LOVE YOU!


--梁靜茹--

属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力

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