i'd never, ever shed a tear again.

Suddenly my emotion super UNSTABLE now...

with tears in my eyes...

you could seize the day for me,

keep the night away for me,

make the darkness light for me,

the noble sun ignite for me,

If ever, if ever you were here.

I wrote that for -YOU-

i tried and tried to give song to -YOU-

and if ever you were here again,

i'd never shed my tears again,

or make the sunrise mine alone,

or see the new sun shine alone,

If ever, if ever you were here.

no matter how hard i tried to give -YOU-

to make it, it came right back to me.

if ever you were here with me

once more....

i wanted to look for -YOU- but could find only myself in a flood of tears and an empty chair

just one more day to keep

as darkness makes its way to sleep...

and nothing left of me to offer the nothing now left of -YOU- but tears shed for myself, for me alone, with no one else to understand what I was going through.

to know that you've been near again,

i'd never, ever shed a tear again.

For me, shamefully...

for the last and final time. I would not be doing this again. this was it, my second and final performance of if Ever.

I'd never, ever shed a tear again.

i know that is a bit silly cause i'm still thinking of you

life without you 6 month (15.7.08)

I totally CAN stand up be myself.

anyway, do take care of youself.

BYE!